New Type Of Shame...
After having acknowledged that I suffer from "3rd party shame"
(i.e. the shame you feel as if you were in another person's shoes)
I've realized that I also suffer from a new unbapthized type of shame: I am ashamed of giving money to beggars!!
Usually I keep a couple of Kazakh coins in my pocket (something like 10 or 20 euro cents), but before I pass them on to a beggar I anticipate the shame of receiving thanks for something that we both clearly value so differently.
(i.e. the shame you feel as if you were in another person's shoes)
I've realized that I also suffer from a new unbapthized type of shame: I am ashamed of giving money to beggars!!
Usually I keep a couple of Kazakh coins in my pocket (something like 10 or 20 euro cents), but before I pass them on to a beggar I anticipate the shame of receiving thanks for something that we both clearly value so differently.